Broken Heart But New Start!!!!

Wow its been forever since I posted my last blog!! I'll try to get everything caught up to speed with my life.

So January was a very HARD month for me. I broke up with Garrett, (Not because I didn't love him) I Just didn't see it working out, We had talked a lot about getting married and every time I prayed about it it just didn't feel right. Turns Out It was the best choice I could make!!
I felt that it was not meant to be.I was even having dreams about getting married to him and In my dreams it was always sad and I would wake up crying or upset. I knew that's not how a wedding should feel.
It broke my heart telling him we were done but I knew it would be for the best. The week I figured out that I had to end it with him was very difficult. I went that whole week on my knees praying for inspiration and help. I didn't eat for 5 days because of all the stress I was going through along with crying myself to sleep each night. I keep to myself when dealing with hard trials so naturally no one knew what was going on with me. I was like a zombie walking around.I wouldn't talk to anyone about the things I was thinking or my feelings.
I would break down randomly cause I felt like my world was falling apart and I couldn't do anything to save it.Finally I went and had a talk with my bishop. It was the most amazing experience. I knew going in to meet with bishop that I was planning on ending my relationship with Garrett, but I just wanted him to make everything okay. He Gave me a blessing and a hug. The spirit was so strong in that room.
I was amazed by the power of the priesthood keys. Bishop Durkin had only been bishop for less then a week when I met with him. You could just tell that the keys had been past on to him from bishop White. It made my testimony of the church grow so much that day. Leaving his office I knew things would be fine if I just followed through with my plan.



Right after my break up I got in a Car accident. Elena and I were driving back from her house and heading over to Mission Bay's FHE. I made a left turn with a green arrow into the first lane at Higley and Guadalupe. A huge lifted truck made a right on red into his lane then started coming into my lane. He smashed into the passenger side and crushed around the sides wheel of my car on the right side. I was so scared!!!
All I saw was this huge truck coming toward us. I thought that Elena was going to die right there in front of me when I saw him coming over.
We pulled off to the side of the road and he admitted that he didn't see me and that he was so sorry. We got it all worked out with the insurance and my car was completely covered. I was set up with a rental Car till my car was fixed up.



I decided it was time for a new look for me so I convinced Becca Morgan to cut and color my hair. I wanted something new, fun and fresh for the new me.
I loved my hair when we finally got it all done. It is an over directed, disconnected long a-line cut with brown underneath and blond on the top. I was so excited when we got it all done!!!
I love it.Walking to my car after my hair was all done was upsetting.
I noticed that my rental car was missing. Apparently your not allowed to park on the left side of the street in her neighborhood. She had never told me and I didn't see the sign that says that cause it was 3 houses down.
So I had to get my car back from the impound after paying $200. So what I thought was going to be a Free hair color and cut ended up being pretty expensive!

Being single now has been great! Different but it feels good. I am still trying to get used to not having that special someone I can depend on and be with but everything has worked out. I do get to hang out with a lot more of my friends that I didn't see as often.


I quit my Job at GREAT CLIPS just this last week. I have enjoyed working there but its nice having a break and just worrying about the one job again!